Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Easier said than done...

Bites Tale : I just couldn't sleep...

Friends of mine have been telling me not to think too much of the accident.

They said the man will be alright... even the hospital said there is no major injury...

But, there's just so many "what ifs" in my mind...

What if ... he felt pain only when he gets home?

What if ... he passed out at home?

What if ... he can't work normally in future?

I tried to be normal... at least i look normal in front of everyone...

At least, my friends think that i am good for not being panic when the accident happens...

That i am in my straight mind to do whatever necessary... asking for help from the on-lookers to carry the man into my car and asked the Pakcik to follow me to the hospital after i failed to call for an ambulance thru 999. At least, i know how to contact my friend to bring some cash for me... and only to inform my parents after we left the hospital so that i won't make them worried.

Even the police said it's not my fault... but i just couldn't stop thinking if i managed to stop my car just in time... the accident will not happened...

Yes, i look just fine...

But, deep down... i'm still worried.

2 comments:

fie the elf said...

it's really not your fault, from what you've written. still, i can imagine what a horrible feeling it is to be involved in an accident (my sister was in an accident a few years back, and it wasnt her fault at all and shes super traumatized).

*hugs*

impedius said...

Anything can happen in the next second, minute or hour. You can only hope for the best and if a bad thing actually happens, just be strong as you can be and handle the situation the best you can. It ain't easy but judging from this post, I think you did a good job. So for now, just pray for the man who I think will turn out fine. Nothing wrong about being worried. Just be calm and strong at the same time. :-)

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